Michael Todd Cheeseman has not received any gifts yet
Today is a day where I realize that my disability and illness is a burden to my daughter Sunflower and my dear brother. Don’t get me wrong dear reader they do this with nothing but patience and love but today as an example my unbelievably wonderful…Continue
The pangs of loneliness cut deep like a butcher knife.
The remembering of things long gone is like hands tearing out my guts.
Cutting and slipping both hands into me and digging the stomach, intestines, kidneys and anything else that is in…Continue
When those moments of memories hit your daily working and highly functional mind you feel the sensation of sheer terror immediately wanting to cry. The fascinating thing about this whole scenario is that you don’t have a clear image of the past…Continue
Blind in one eye (New Title)
I’m not dead yet
I’m not used to people showing love, care and concern for me. It doesn’t mean that I haven’t had people showing me love, care and concern. I have had an abundance of positive loving energies coming to me but I was so closed, so isolated in my own self-loathing that no one could get in.
I realize today that…Continue